Anxiety

by Austin Kencel

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The Flats 03:27
Yeah my life is just one long ass cigarette Virginia slims and a six pack of regrets And I'm trying to steal the shortness of your breath With my words which I always seem to forget I'm an alcoholic drug indused self loathing heart attack But don't ever say I wont have your back When the piggy's roll through with the government too I'll always be there getting locked up with you Yeah your life is just one long ass winding creek Sometimes lacking its stability You always said you wanted to be free Come along with me it could be so easy Your an alcoholic drug indused self loathing heart attack And sometimes I wish you'd help me catch my breath When the piggy's come through with te government too I'll always be there getting arrested with you We're both alcoholic drug indused self loathing heart attacks Laying face down On the hobuck flats Trippin over every sidewalk crack So many faces filled with self pity arguments I'll be waiting for you on the flats
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If you fall in love with me and see the things the way I see we will probably a little bit more alive Cause I've seen things I didn't believe alone inside my enitity Struggling with my idenitity Every breath with a sigh (chorus) Cause I don't wanna go outside It elevates way to high But ill be just fine Walking alone in this life Whistle solo!! So cut me off a rabbits foot Ill act as if I understood A roach underneath a book the way they scream makes me cry and if you say well you need me Ill find you up in the tree where I found creativity the first time I wanted to fly (chorus)
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Bitter Human 03:02
Why am I the way I am? Why do I fuck over all my friends? Why do I love every girl I meet? And hate them as soon as they accept me I don't want another new year and I dnt want no fucking job I couldn't wait to drop out Now I miss that fucking jail sell (Chorus) Why am I such a bitter human? Maybe not so human after all I just wanna scream this music Till I pass out on the floor They always seemed to be laughing And I never understood the joke Done a lot worse for ten dollars ten bucks on dope and now im broke I don't wanna be you I don't wanna be like you at all you always want the money Well money aint gonna fucking fix this home CHORUS
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139-10 02:50
If I write a song for you I don't know if itll stay true And make you feel better about all the things you do Cause you know I already written a few No one knows whats gonna happen next I find beauty in that but at the same time I find bliss Everything you say always sounds so serious And now all I can say it chorus- Fuck you I don't need this you expecting me to know what to say nxt Im just another human trend my government serial is 139-10 If I write a song about love will you tell me its good enough to be a main part of your life but youdont say anything cause you know I wont get no sleep tonight CHORUS if I decide to make some change would you still feel the same sadly I don't think I wont love always feeling like bitter hope CHORUS
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Overcome 02:56
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If you fucking hate me leave me alone Im so tired and I don't wanna be involved If you fucking hate me ill leave you alone Ill never pick up my phone but if the phone is ringing you might wanna answer the call it might be the morgue singing This punks kids dead he cant feel anymore If you hate my singing leave it alone Its my voice not yours my song if you hate what I dreaming leave it alone I don't dream by your standards at all but if the phone is ringing you wont get any sleep at all it may stop the dreaming but I need you again I cant feel anymore And I know you like to be alone but I wish you'd oick up your phone
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Ill try my best to zip up my boots make sure my clothes don't clash youll get out of bed and fix the eyeliner from last nights previous mess We'll met at 12 cause you know that I cant sleep very well your at my door pick up the crumbs and tattered clothes off my floor chorus- And you know I fucked up again and we'll never be friends I thought of all the times and all the lies you got scared and I fled cause im not good enough notsmart pretty or pure enough I thought of all the times and all the crimes the hearts that I touched every damn time you somehow convince me to change my mind youll see what I mean when you listen to my discogrOHY that every damn time I fall in love te love is harder to find we"ll meet at three so I can break your heart and you'll see how much of an asshole I can be CHORUS
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am-c-g-f 03:02
Another riff that somebody else already did I could never write my own song another simile about the government and how they are no good for us so tell me again why are you so fucking pissed? So im done talking about it no more funny or serious songs maybe imagery thatll be my next hit oh im sorry if that's not punk enough so tell me again why are you screaming in my ear When im right here But I wish to understand and go home And when im dead read my gravestone and dread he was just a kid trying to understand it all but it was too much he stabbed himself in the heart with this six string acoustic guitar so tell me again, what was I talking about?
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people sleeping and dreaming they don't know what to believe in don't blame you cause I too have been played for a fool People screaming and heaving they don't believe what they seeing don't blameyou cause with cops ive been there too chorus- we'll all stand together who knows we might mak it another night perhaps maybe never who knows unless you stand up to fight they are dropping and bombing but they wont let us be watching know how you feel im fucking scared too people moving and grroving they don't know what to do when when they feel the bitter blue ive been sleeping and screaming I fucking miss you! now they are all watching me cause I am happy CHORUS
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im running faster than I have evr before I don't know what to say so you know ill write a chorus for all the things ive done its no wonder how I fell Im failing falling though im hiding in myself so ill sing off key to et you know how real im being chorus- never know what to do everything fallen through ill blame it all on you and run away and when I finally fall I hope I seen it all all of my fate ill watch it all fade away Im out of breath and out of time but you know I can still write you that lullaby for all the sleep so we can dream im failing falling with all the memories that I keep so ill song off key to let you know how crazy I can CHORUS BLACK PLAGUE--- Not a day goes by that idont think about leaving close my eyes show you how im real im being feeling im feeling while im staring at the ceiling Lost in my mind I guess im feeling the weight of the glue that seals my fate we can go now its never too late and please understand my mindstate gotta get my mind strait that why I need to migrate get away from the thoughts I hate Get on a train in time and place why do I strive for something to chase? with a bag on my back I can go so far without the music explain its hard I don't know myself don't tell me who you are flame in my eyes so I can find a new spark All I see is a need to free And all I think I need to be free I choose to hold onto my youth When that's through Ill disappear poof I know its true that im a fool but a fool set loose in the world is proof that anything can happen to you But I never know what to do

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For the everlasting headaches
Shaky legged
Out of breath and cannot think "normally"
-Austin Kencel's Anxiety

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released February 18, 2015

All music and lyrics written and performed by Austin Kencel
Recording by Black Plague Nemesis
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Austin Kencel-Rabbit Buffalo, New York

A fool who never flew...
You will find my recorded music on this page.
I am a person trying to spread music in every way i can, I started playing when i was 10 with my brothers and personal friends.
I've been in other projects but i prefer to be on my own with most music thangs. Who knows what the future may hold for myself, All I can say is to expect more and more music soon.
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